Quiet Time

Hello blog. No, I did not forget about you. I've definitely have had some moments this past months where I thought to myself, "hm, I should sit down and write," but then chose not to. I'm sort of forcing myself to set aside time to blog. I do have time, but sometimes doing nothing has a stronger call than doing something does.
I've been antsy all gosh darn evening. It's the weekend before Halloween and I feel like I should be out doing something fun. All I did was go to the gym and shop. Now I'm sipping margarita mix (which I bought months ago) with half a shot of tequila. Just to spice my night up a little! I don't even drink alcohol regularly or anything. It does nothing for me.
Anyway, since it's been nearly a month, I wanted to update from my last blog post. I've been doing the routine that the Planet Fitness trainer gave me for a few weeks now. Still haven't lost much weight, but still seeing progress through numbers. And I don't know if it's a placebo effect but some of my pants feel more loose than usual. I might be replacing fat with muscle which may explain the lack of weight loss.
Things done this week: Sea World, played Dragon Age with Luke, painted a pumpkin for work, voted at the library, Pokémon Go Community Day: Beldum.
Most of that was mainly last weekend but whatevs. This weekend was more chill? Even though I wanted to go to the Corn Maze.
I've managed to stay away from naps for the past week but I'm still not able to sleep at night so that's frustrating. But I'm real tired as we speak so I should probably go.

"New month, new you"

It's all gone...

Is what my hair stylist told me when I commented on hair short my hair was. It was scary at first, but I think the hair cut has definitely grown on me. I wanted something that would be incredibly simple to manage since I started working out and I'm tired of my buns giving me headaches. My hair isn't even short enough for a bun now!

I don't remember what I did Tuesday... I slept in and worked out in the evening.I did a  "build your own program" thing with a trainer. I'm doing a follow up session with him later at noon. I liked his cardio suggestion, it gets me sweating with not as much effort as the stair master, but has the same motions as the stair master. If I keep doing this for 2 more months and I'm still not seeing weight loss I'm going to be a little upset. I know I don't eat the best but like... c'mon. I only have a milkshake like once a month and other than that I stay away from sugar. I only drink water!! What gives? I digress.

I caught Mew, Mightyena, and Suicune on Pokémon Go, all new on my pokedex. I'm so close to level 30, I can taste it. Mew was a straight pain in the butt to catch. AR mode, moves around a lot, is invisible. I happened to be at my workplace but on an off today so I looked like a weirdo turning around in my seat 'cause it kept moving off screen!

Today... or rather yesterday (Wednesday)((I'm writing at 2 a.m.)), I worked out at 11ish, without Lorraine. Went home to shower real quick and go back out to get a hair cut. Met with Lorraine after, we went to Jim's. I took a nap which I shouldn't have done but I was tired from waking up at 7 and not being able to go back to sleep. (Why can't that ever happen to me when I have to work??) Later went to dinner with the family at 54th Street. I've been dying to get the Rattlesnake pasta and I finally did it.

Hello, October!

It's getting to be that time of year where I get to indulge myself in all the activities restricted to me as a child due to Halloween being seen as "evil." It's a bit late for me to go trick or treating, though if Iost more weight I'm sure I could disguise myself as a child because a lot of them are as tall as me.

I've been keeping myself busy the past month or so, not really by choice? I've just had a lot of plans with friends, I've been going to the gym, on my days off I try and go out to play Pokémon Go.I guess it's a choice but I feel more fulfilled even though I know I'm an introvert. My logic is if I'm at home and not cleaning my room, I'm wasting my time. As a hoarder, I find it difficult to throw useless junk away.  Anyway. I've been meaning to write the past few days but always found myself too tired. 've finally some time to set aside so I'm doing it now.

So, Wednesday was when I initially wanted to write an entry. I had been awake for 26 hours before finally falling asleep at 8 p.m. Wednesday night. I saw the Boku no Hero Academia move at the drafthouse by myself. While a good movie, I did not have a pleasurable experience trying to read the subtitles behind someone's big head!! Oh well. I also accidentally fell asleep for 5 minutes, I was so tired. That morning I explored Rainbow Hills Park with Lorraine, and I think I may have gotten her into Pokémon Go.

Thursday, Luke was supposed to take me driving but we saw Spaceballs at the drafthouse instead.  I just realized I went to the movies 2 days in a row. It was 9 by the time we got out and I didn't even feel like driving anymore, plus it was too dark. Not that I cared much, but my dad wouldn't move my mom's car out of the way.

Friday and Saturday I depression sleeped when I wasn't working, oops. Didn't go to the gym these days, but went Sunday at 5 a.m. after my long work shift. 

Uhhh I gotta go, might finish this post later.